Being replaced by a girl who “apparently” resembles and acts like me. That makes me fucking sick to my stomach. I left him because I was unhappy, but those feelings haven’t left yet. I am still extremely unhappy. Which adds onto the emotional pain in dealing with at home… making my life a twisting tornado of fucked-up-ness. Maybe some of my pain would go away if I had my OWN money to pay off my visa bill. BUT NO! instead I have a psychopath of a mother who literally doesn’t give a shit about my own feelings. I do not want to be kicked out, but apparently when I get mad at the fact that she wont get my money, It shows that I am “A COMPLETE BITCH” and “TOO MUCH TO HANDLE” and every single time we fight she screams at me for like an hour, than proceeds to tell me to get out of her house, than when I grab my things she wont let me leave.

Don’t know how long I can put up with this bullshit. 

Why do these things all happen at once? honestly just want to go far away from everything… And I would rather write my feelings on here instead of saying them to a person in a fancy leather chair who gets paid to listen to me rambling on about how much my life sucks, and probably saying in their head “Will this girl ever shut up”.